A Gift From Grandma

I just received a 500.00 savings bond from Grandma. I started crying when I opened it - because it makes it final. If I could send it back to redo our history together, I would. I don't think we connected until Ayden was born, and I regret that so much. When I decided to homebirth and everyone thought I was crazy, she thought it was great! She was born at home and always said hospitals were for sick people. So I'm going to save this money and buy my midwifery supplies with it, I think she would like that.