Dylan's surgery is tomorrow...

And I am scared out of my mind and don't want him to go through it! I wish I had more power of this decision, but somehow I don't. Jesse just keeps saying it has to be done and can't explain why. This would more than likely would have been different if he was born in the hospital and had it done at a day old. But he's 8 1/2 months old now! He KNOWS pain and could remember. I just don't understand what the person who started circumcisions was thinking! How would anyone go about saying, 'oh that piece of skin needs to come off!', it's just beyond me! I guess there's not much I can do but comfort my baby boy when he comes out. I know I'm going to cry my eyes out! I want to right now and he just upstairs napping and knowing little pain.